A Curse and Gift

I can't recall the first time I learned how overly observant/sensitive I am. Some people even think I've been imagining, seeing things most people don't even know occurred. The lesser the number of people noticing the things I've been noticing, the more I doubt my ability to read people's actions, body language, and their change of mood and aura.


It could just be my imagination or own perception of things, they say. While that could be true, the times when I read things correctly are higher than those that I resorted to believing I  imagined it.


This is a gift. To read people actions, their body language, and their change of mood and aura. Often times, I use this to coax the receiver of a bad joke while the sender was busy with everything else except for noticing that s/he'd hurt the feelings of the one s/he's talking to. I like that I can do that. That I can show people that someone can read them, understand their change in mood, and make them feel better by telling them that the sender doesn't mean it, or to tell them to accept that things are simply just the way they are.


This is a curse. By being overly observant and sensitive, I tend to be extra careful and lose myself for a second in the process. I want to be me all the time, but certain people can't handle that and I have to contain myself lest I want to hurt them purposefully. I don't want that. I won't feel good about that.



This is a curse. Feeling someone's negative aura is something I am not entirely thankful for. But then again, this is a gift as well. Feeling someone special to me's negative aura allows me to comfort them when they needed it the most.

What Makes Kpop A Wonderful World

October 31, 2015

That date was marked Red and will, for the rest of my existence, be a special date for me. It's because it's that day that I met my favorite Kpop idol, Bang Minsoo of Teen Top. Although it's the second time I laid eyes on him in flesh, this day is extra special because:

1. The meeting was held here in the Philippines.
2. I was able to have a photo taken with him and,
3. I was able to wish him Happy Birthday and tell him I love him

Some might easily regard this as irrelevant, even funny. But for me, and for those who know me, understand me, and support me, this means a lot. :)

I started becoming a fan in the early quarter of the year 2012. 3 years into the fandom, what makes this group tick? And why am I still devoted to them? Yes, that's the term. :)

The first thing I noticed about them is their great talent for dancing. But the thing that made me stay in the fandom and continued supporting them for three years and counting is the six members' brotherhood, humility, and love for their fans.

The brotherhood they have is the same as the brotherhood I share with my 2 brothers. I like that even without sharing the same blood, the six of them can really treat one another like blood brothers. I love that.

I also love that despite the fame (although it's still couldn't be at par with Big Bang's or Super Junior's), Teen Top have gained popularity and a legion of fans of their own. I love that despite touring the world and meeting fans of different nationalities, they remain humble.

They treat people nicely, the people working with and for them. Although the only evidence I am holding onto for this claim are videos of them I watched (which to some people can be really biased), I have faith in them that they're like that even with cameras off.

They love their fans. And their fans love them deeply as well. I love that they would take the time to update their Twitter @TEEN_TOP and even had their own Twitter accounts just to be closer to their fans. I love it. I love it.

I also love how their fans love them. This is, their Korean fans. The efforts they do just to support Teen Top. It's one huge proof of Teen Top's great relationship with their fans. I simply love it.

And now we're down to the topic where I will tell you what is it I find really special in this fandom. Well, I can say that this is the thing with other fandoms as well but since I couldn't speak for them, I'll be sharing my own experience instead.

For 3 years of being an Angel, I met a lot of people. Talked to a lot of people. People of different nationalities, people from different walks of life, people of different personalities, people of different thoughts. But even so, we were able to form bonds, call each other friends, and be there for each other when "spazzing time" comes. :)

Most of these people, I met online. Through Twitter and Tumblr. And, as rare a happening as it is, some of them I even get to meet and befriend in person. Who would think I can be friends with an American girl with Indonesian and German blood in her? Malaysians, Singaporeans, Thai Landers, and even fellow Filipinos who live in different cities and far away provinces like Davao and Iligan? I will not skip to mention Filipinos living in other parts of the world too!

No, I wouldn't have met them if not for Kpop. I wouldn't have learned that I am capable of befriending different types of people if not for Teen Top.


 This is the 5/7 people wearing our bias' shirts. :)




 The stage! :D



My reversible fan sign. (taken after the concert with all the "confetti")




 Complete! The 7 of us after the concert. :)



How to rotate this? This was during our post-celebration the day after. :)



Bing Soo-ya! Pat Bing Soo-ya! Haha!



The candies C.A.P threw which I took all effort to catch/fetch. Haha!




TEEN TOP HWAITING WOO!



Slapshock: 18 Years and Counting

Not the best photo but there's a huge chance that this is the only photo like this from their mini gig at SM Taytay last September 25, 2015 :)


Slapshock

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
Slapshock is a heavy metal band from Manila, Philippines. They were formed in 1996, originally as a rap metal act, with their early musical style being compared to Korn. They have since shifted towards a metalcore style.

The group was formed on February 14, 1997 by several students at UP Diliman, with original vocalist Reynold Munsayac; he was soon replaced with guitarist Jerry Basco's cousin, Jamir Garcia. Heavily influenced by American East Coast rap, they played in clubs in Manila in the 1990s before signing to EMI Philippines (now PolyEast Records) and releasing their debut album, 4th Degree Burn, in 1999. The group has released six albums and been met with sustained commercial success in the Philippines, particularly with their third album, Project 11-41. They were nominated for Band of the Year at the NU107 Rock Awards in 2001 and 2002, and in 2003 were nominated for Best Artist by MTV Asia. Bassist Lee Nadela was also named Bassist of the Year at the 2001 NU107 Rock Awards.

The band was featured in Rivermaya's first live album, Live and Acoustic, filmed and recorded on May 18, 2002 from the "Double Trouble: Akoustik Rampage" concert held at the Music Museum, Greenhills, San Juan.

In 2007, Slapshock released their 2nd compilation album, "Recollection" - a collection of their greatest hits and includes a new track, "Sigaw" (Shout).


Thanks Wikipedia, for giving us a nice introduction of the band.


I call myself a fan of this band, a member of the Slap Army (the name of their fans), but honestly, I don't know much about the band's early career or their continuous journey in the Philippine music industry.


I can't recall the exact moment when I started listening to their songs, loving them, saving them on my phone, and listening to them over and over again.


I can't remember which of their many awesome songs did I hear first and which of them I fell in love with first. 


What I do remember is this: The moment I got hooked by their music, I'm addicted for life. I love their Tagalog songs the most. For obvious reasons: Tagalog is really nice to the ear and I love hearing songs sung in our native tongue. It's sexier for me to hear metal bands singing Tagalog songs, although English is good too! Tagalog just have its unique charm. :)


My favorite member would be Jamir. I know it's cliche to like the vocalist since they serve as the face of the band and is often the most popular member of the group. I love him because of his voice, because of his talent in singing. How sweet his voice can become one second then the next he would be belting out growls. Perfect transition from clean tone to rough. I'm forever at awe!


I like Chi the drummer too! Aside from his beautiful face, highlighted by his tall nose, he's also the drummer. I have a soft spot for drummers, given that it's my fantasy to be one.


Last September 25, I was able to watch them live again. The last time would be April 25 of this year for the annual Pulp Summer Slam.


Slapshock is special for me because:

1. They're the only metal band that could get me giddy just by the thought of watching them live.
2. Theirs are the only songs that could make me jump up and down whenever I attend their gigs.
3. Theirs are the only songs I know by heart. (This surprised me the first time I was able to sing along every song they played at SM Marikina when I was still in college.)


Another thing I love about this band is their brotherhood. I love that pic above because it's a plain evidence of their great friendship (not that their 18 years touring together, making songs together, and staying together is a weak proof of it).


That night, though alone, I enjoyed the music, loved the crowd, and got smitten by the band once more. In my spot at the backside of the stage, I was the only one singing along, clapping, cheering. I would've jumped too if not for the little girl beside me. I was afraid I might scare her off. Hehe.


It was another great night like the others. I'd be looking forward to more!



Truth Serum

We talk.
That's what we always do.
I talk.
That's what I always do.
I talk about things.
A lot of things.


From the most mundane.
To the more significant as I believe.
You will listen.
And you will give your two cents about it.
You always do.


You like talking to me,
I know even without you telling me so.
You speak your mind,
You know I will listen.
I always do.


I love talking to you.
Hearing your thoughts.
Having a peek at your mind.


You always make me laugh.
Yes. Even without you meaning to.
It's just that
I'm happy just by talking to you.


With you I open up.
My guards effortlessly crumbling down.
I want you know me.
My inner thoughts,
My deepest musings.


I want you to know me.
The way that nobody else does.
I like that you make time
To hear me when I talk
To analyze my thoughts when I throw them your way.


I know I talk a lot.
But with you I talk more.
It's because I don't want our conversations to end.
I want them to go on and on.
On and on.


I share with you my thoughts.
I share with you my opinions.
With you I hide nothing.
My cards laid on the table.


I wish I can share my feelings too.
After all,
You are my Truth Serum.

Holy Week 2014: Went North to Abra, Vigan, and Ilocos Sur

This is another special trip for me. Aside from the fact that this is my first time visiting Abra, Vigan, and Ilocos Sur, this is also the first trip spent with two of my girl friends: Eula and Julie.


The idea was to go with Eula to her home province: Abra. Since it's holy week that spells an extra long weekend, we spent four days up north with Eula leading the way and allowing us to experience these beautiful provinces the best we could!


Let's begin. :)


DAY 1


It was holy Thursday when we reached Abra. We stayed at Eula's Aunt's house. Real good people. :) Upon arrival, we rest for awhile, lodged our bags, changed clothes, and out we went to Vigan. Yep. First destination: Vigan.


Of course, we rode the Kalesa. Here we are posing for the picture. :) This was after we had our fill of the Vigan empanada and some other local delicacies. Yum!




Calle Crisologo. Here we took dozens of photos which I will save you from. Hehe. 




After that, we went to the Bell Tower. We hired a tricycle and its kind and generous driver to tour us around. We were leaving Calle Crisologo when we arranged the deal with the driver. It was after we saw that he has a list of destinations in Vigan inside the sidecar of his trike, right in front of us. :)


The Bell Tower. Yes, it was high. And yes, we climbed up and enjoyed the view from the top. :)





Here's one of the views from the top. That's a cemetery.




There's a cathedral in the vicinity of the Bell Tower. We went there next. This is a shot of the garden outside the cathedral. Romantic, isn't it? :)




Next destination: Baluarte




The smile hid the fear. I was so scared of the ostrich since I know that they have tendencies of attacking people. Right? The camera angle was great. I was actually standing a little far behind that giant bird. Safe distance, you might call it. Hehe. And yeah, the smile and the shades helped hide the fear I was feeling right then. :P





We visited a lot other animals in Baluarte. Reptiles like geckos and snakes, ponies, goats (?), there's an aviary too, and of course, the tiger.


Next destination: Hidden Garden.


Now, you really have to give it to our driver. He found the Hidden Garden! Woah! Amazing! (LOL)




Inside the top secret garden, we found lots of interesting displays. Here are some of them.


This uberly rich Buddha



Eula and Julie wishing on a wishing well using shining shimmering, newly produced and not-so frequently used 10-cent coins of the Republic of the Philippines!!! *with conviction and pride*



Her






Uh. Out of season much? Hehe.



This witty trash can.



This beauty. :)



And the Bonsai Garden. Love these miniature beauties! :)






Next on the list: Pagburnayan or pottery factory. Hehe. Can it be called that? Anyway, we next went there and tried our hands on pottery making itself.


One look at this photo and it's easy to tell that, no, we didn't have the skills for it. :P


On our defense, they didn't show us how it's properly done before asking us to try it for ourselves. Had we known, we would've created the most unique pottery ever known to man! Okay, that's exaggerating. Hehe.


No, seriously, had we known how to do it, we would've at least made it look a little close to a pot or something. When the master potter (hehe) showed us how it's done, it looked sooooo easy! From that same lump of clay/mud, he was able to create one large jar in 20 seconds! uh-huh! Twenty. Seconds. Insane!


That was really fascinating and it's a great experience for the three of us to witness how each clay jar are made. This showed us that there is no identical clay products since all of them are made one by one, day by day.


Now here't the giant oven with which the clay products are being cooked to perfection. It stretches to, I think, at least 18 feet? I'm not sure. But yeah, it's long and the temperature near is really high.





We had an afternoon snack after coming from the Pagburnayan and then we tried to become kids once more by playing in the nearby playground. Fun!



DAY 2

Second day of the trip, we went to (if I'm not mistaken) the largest river in Ilocos Sur. But since it's summer time, the water have receded and we were left to explore the vast area of rocks that was the river bed during wet season. :)


What's uniquely province-y about the river is that we saw housewives washing clothes, naked children bathing..




and yes, carabaos bathing too! It's one hot summer, indeed.


and this dog! :)



Here's the vast expanse of the river.



We also crossed the river (the watered wide, hehe) and went walking through and on top of large river rocks. We saw cows and their manure, before finally reaching Eula's grandparents' house where we stayed for a while. Eula, his brother, and their two other cousins, of course exchange stories with their grandparents while Julie and I sat there, listening to them talk. We can't understand Ilocano, so that's all we can do. Hehe.


Still on the other side of the river, we climbed a huge rock, we think it's a part of the mountain, and stood there, trying to see far and beyond. Hehe. Not long after, we heard Eula's father shouting at us. Yep, across the river. The distance is a kinda huge, so it's an easy guess that he's been shouting at the top of his lungs for us to go down that rock and come back to the other side. (that sounded a little... fiction-y. hehehe)


Down we went and started making our way towards the part of the river that's shallower and safer for us to cross. That's when we saw a boat man and asked him to let us ride and cross the river. He agreed and soon, we were on the other side, listening to Eula's father's sermon. :P


We met some more of their relatives on the way to our hut made from tree branches. 


And this here is our humble hut for the afternoon. It's pretty cool inside and uhm, we were able to fit in just right inside. We were at least, 10 adults (?) But yeah, we fit right in and shared our yummy lunch inside and away from the scorching sun.




Back from the swimming/lunch by the river, we next went some place else. (I'm not sure I know the name of the place but that was to meet some more of their relatives). Eula and Ralph, Eula's brother, seldom go home to Abra, so it's a must that they meet all of their relatives whenever they do. So, on we went to meet them.


On the way there, we saw lots of food-bearing plants, showing us how simple life in the province really is. And aside from that, how low the cost of living in the province is. It's amazing. :)


Here are red hot chili peppers. Hehehehe.



This here, is tobacco. Yup! I didn't know until now that tobaccos actually look this pretty when their not dried and out to cause lung diseases to people. (Read any bitterness here?)

That aside, I'm totally thrilled that they stood taller than me (not that I'm tall or anything). It's just amusing for me. :)




Tobacco flowers. They're pretty, no? :)



We also saw this hut where the tobaccos are being dried and smoked. Eula's aunt and uncle also have this in their yard. They also process and sell tobacco, as what most residents do.



We met with their relatives and I just have to mention that yet again, Julie and I experienced something uniquely provincial. (can I use that word?) Anyway, the thing is, when we arrived to their relatives' house, they quickly fetch a coconut from the tree and gave it to us to drink.


Before, when it was still just a few people living in our barangay in Antipolo, we used to always drink fresh buko juice and eat fresh coconut meat. The experience sent me back in time. :)


On our way back to Eula's aunt's home, Ricky, Eula's cousin, took an upo from its vine. That was our dinner. Fresh and organic. How awesome is that, right? :))


And oh, also on our way home, we had this little incident where a cow got loose from its reins and everyone, except for the three of us, helped corner the cow and re-rein it. It was fun watching them. Heheheh. 



DAY 3


Okay, I'm getting confused now. I can't clearly recall what we did for the entire day except for the fact that, once again, we are aboard Ricky's tricycle, going around the province and passing through the boundary of Abra and Ilocos Sur.


From Ilocos Sur, and before getting to Eula's Aunt's place, we passed this tunnel that locals believed to be enchanted with something, and that we should scream whenever we pass there. So, that's what we did, and it's soooo fun! Haha!


I remember having a picnic of snacks and coke and some more snacks in this mini park just beside that said tunnel. Together with Eula, Julie, Ralph, Ricky, and I, we ate, took photos, and had a fun afternoon here.


I don't remember what that statue below signifies. Is that Gabriela Silang? I can't remember, but apparently, it's one known statue in the province. :)



And here we are enjoying the opportunity to be in two places at one time. And what better way to do that than stand on the sign that divides two provinces? :)



DAY 4


We all woke up early and as I do, I saw the family preparing our lunch for this day's swimming. This time, it's the beach. As I made my way to the kitchen and through the sink to brush my teeth and wash my face, I saw them cutting the neck of their pet chicken. Again, fresh and organic food for us. And again, this isn't the first time I witnessed the bloody preparation of one of the most favorite meat. of most people. We used to do this in Antipolo too. :)


Upon arrival to the beach, this is what greeted us. Good morning! :D



How soft and comfy do you think the sand is? :)




Here's the Valdez/Pira Family. The kind family that received us into their home, gave us a great tour of their province, and gifted us an experience like no other. :) THANK YOU!!


What I loved about this trip:

1. Met Eula's family.
2. Experienced Abra, Vigan, and Ilocos Sur  more of a visitor than a tourist. The distinction is thin, but I'd still like to call it that. :)
3. Escaped the city pollution for 4 whole days.
4. Enjoyed the fresh and clean air for 4 whole days.
5. Ate many delicious, fresh, organic, and authentic Ilocano dishes mealtime after mealtime.

It was a great experience indeed! :)


We were almost on our way home but one of Eula's uncles is celebrating his birthday, so she was expected to stay. We were asked to stay too, of course. While passing the time, we went and watched this basketball game which we did so without losing our knack of commentaries and senseless babble on the bleachers. Hehehe.




I didn't leave the court until I got a picture of this. Witty, isn't it? I thought so too! :)



Here's a recap of our northern Philippines adventure c/o Eula. :)



Now it's time to go home. I didn't let the chance pass without having this photo taken. Love that empty highway. :)




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